A needed update

First let me say my absence was longer than expected, that is for sure. It was a big move and I was without internet access for a couple of weeks. As happens with most moves, there was a lot of re-adjustment and I am still figuring out all these pieces of daily life and routine and putting them into some sort of order, or place at least. I have lived here before so things are falling into place more easily than they would have been if that had not been the case and I had no connections.

As far as eating things have been up and down. I did not successfully follow through with the lemonade cleanse, concealing the evidence of the cleanse while traveling next to someone in a car proved to be difficult, too difficult. However I have started the cleanse today. In this city I feel a renewed sense of determination.

There has not been much food in the new house between me and my new roomie, and no junk, which is ideal. However I don’t feel I have not been that restrictive with the little food we do have in house. And I was drinking quite a bit of wine the first week here, with so little food in the house there really is not that much of an opportunity to binge, but I did end up scarfing down a cinnamon bun I bought for my roommate in a state of tipsiness. All the more reason to Cleanse big. I feel the need to re-create and establish structure and solid regime. I fit into my old pants which is a start gives me something to hold onto at least, but they are tight and they were loose, quite loose last summer. I have set a date for a weigh-in: Tuesday April 30^th. I know that is a little ways away, but it gives me just enough time to lose a chunk if I focus and not enough time to hesitate or delay.

I am currently catching up on all of your blogs, and I will be much more consistent now. I hope you are all well!

 

-Eva